San Jose, Costa Rica
7 November 2001
Days of sleeping in a nice bed at the Best Western, with clean towels, hot water, CNN, HBO, McDonalds, Pizza Hut, etc, reminds me too much of why I chose to take this trip in the first place: to get out of my comfort zone and discover myself while seeing the world.
I also envisioned a more mystical journey, filled with days of meditation on mountain tops and daily yoga in exotic jungle temples. Well, I manage to meditate about four times weekly and have done yoga like once. I foresaw a trip filled with learning and self-discovery.
I have learned that while not dependent on my creature comforts, I do enjoy them, more than I thought. But I could also do without them for stretches, which make them that much more enjoyable later.
I also figured out that, often, I don't possess any inkling of what I really want. When I travel alone, I search for other travellers; with fellow travellers, I long to be alone. I read and re-read the Lonely Planet guides, trying to come up with the optimal plan...ensuring my trip is on the efficiency frontier. Yuck, how anal is that!?
Well, just give yourself a break sometimes and don't be too hard or demanding. After all, no matter where you go - there you are.
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